Thursday, 6 June 2013

Start again *Free Control


How can I live like this now
Knowing you exist
These dangerous maybe's endangering me
I'll just desist, desist

I can't resist you but incidentally
How can I love you now
Now that I'm, trying to push my way out
to the splendor all alone

That's a maybe, start again, with this.

In my minds eye 
I'm just repeating
disastrous conversation
getting nowhere
pull the blocks out
and the pieces
will all fall out.

Free Control - Start Again 


Strawman *Free Control


It is ringing in my hallway
call engaged
transfer connected, burnt
coppers enraged
Tables placed closely to the wall
I cant come closer than this
I am small

Blame Burners for this
all that never changes is change at all
sit for your description
now call
we narrate our way through
give no name to drive this contract through
no memory will shake this experience from you.

I am in prison I am
I am imprisoned in your walls
I am imprisoned
I am - I am tall

I am Paul


The Balloon *Free Control


Dead man's musicals
ward 33
she peed in the shower today
and ate with her mouth full excitedly

She talked about the balloon

You got what you deserved today
five years of payback
written in one word (twat)
one breath
my breath this time

She talked about the balloon

Terribly tasting you after all we've been through
I cant now do it
See strait through this


To Spain


The train is full of hellos and goodbyes
Snatched moments of could be friends and imagined times and heros
Trading one for another
As the stations come from cover

Some are welcomed with open arms
others are left alone with wish
In other lives we will meet again
Trust to leave to go to find

A moment of time without the baggage of life
Coco Sienna absorbed in technology
Will watch some more trees fly past,
watched towers
in the low mid tones of this golden hour

To reflect upon all that was left so confusing
A wish upon a star of rhythmic knowing
A green to my gray, a yes in my may...
A small fragment of hope growing

But no-one is betting on this
Not even each way,
A Long shot in a dark wide open heaven
A light deep in a sharp furrowed cavern

What's the matter with it
Why won't it take the ride
In this dark cold city
Of rude speculative jibes

It's an offer of a cab at night
When there's no-one around
And your only friend is out of town
A chance, a hope, a light, a spark

Unbelievable, it never happens
To find a sole survivor for each time
To be with it always, and always itself
If only to look with one eye from a shelf

As the horizon grows strawberry tinged
From the suns full gold
The heart sighs again
As another beautiful moment drifts by.

The rhythm it soothes
The cold and the rude
Don't pull it apart
Or the train will break you

Can't call it money *Free Control


Treasure hidden and location forgotten
Heart is hard to find
Randomly located
affected by time
Must exist in the world
Have to believe in some mind

Where has it come
Candid in the sum of whats done
This thing with money it comes and goes
go out and earn some more
Make it spend it do it again

He had a 20 year chocolate career before
before he made himself mad
With liquor
20 year chocolate career
Till he drove himself mad
With what he had
Inside

*Pink Floyd - Money

Odd Future * Free Control


Is it that we are here
Stretching out to sea
Brave the hurricane looming
Under no inspection but the moons

Interception of storms
Nitrites stop the weather
Set it on fire
See it smile better

What curious kind of fool the world is
No pot of gold
I laze in dust this wonderlust
Upon a time
Upon a time
In Our
Odd future

Deeper than a blind eyed dog
Glistens blue
this souls inclination
No transformation due

All that is not done now
Will haunt us forever
it will tear us apart
Karmic to the letter



Cesar's deep listening


This day was purple after linking with him so far away for so long.
I woke in raging orange
Difficulties with the song

Creates little fractures that heel over
After
I am hiding now
Blacknails on my hands

I walked the day picked purple as a measure of fun
Light through leaves
Sending something strong